is it wrong for me to feel the way i do

that i dont want to be here in life and go through the things that i go through

is it wrong for me to pray and ask god for help and over and over blame myself

is it wrong for me to distant myself  from any and everything

knowing that i will still be hurt and aching

is it wrong for me to say i dont have a mama because she walked out on me

god is it wrong for me to just wanna be free

is it wrong for me to please everyone and not please myself  knowing that this is my life i have to live

if i continue to please everyone else im gonna be miserable and ask you not hate but to forgive

and is it wrong for me to erase myself out of  life i dont know thats a question i will always ask

and like i said im just gonna stop putting on these non-real masks