Why am i who i am today.

Why do i do and say the things i say.

I am human and i do make mistakes.

But only you know there is so mich my heart can take.

This pain buried a place in my heart where now it lives.

The only way it will go away if my happiness will take its place.

Everywhere i go i end up hurt am i crazy if i say GOD just take my life or let people walk all over me like im dirt.

I know im smart and i have alot going for myself.

Im trying to figure out is this for me or for somebody else.

GOD if this life is not for me then strike me dead.

Im not going to argue, fuss, or fight you just do what you think is right.

Im tired lord i cried all my tears i cant cry no more.

But i am thankful you had me a home when i was homeless i could have lived in a shelter.

Or i could have went home to home but you didnt want that for me.

But all i have to say is that i apologize and next time i will know what to do.

But when you think its my time take me up above home so i can be with you.