Nobody likes to have nightmares, nightmares about ungodly people, people who had took away my happiness.

I was greatly defined happy until happy became anger hostile and stress.

I want to figure out why? why am i afraid? well i know why cause he stole my joy and my pride

But I gotta believe in my dreams and let my heart stride.

looking towards the future and allowing the ungodly nightmares and past tribulations die.

I have overcame alot of obstacles in my life .

Shame is no longer a game i been cut that loose with a knife.

Afraid of being raped afraid of being abused afraid of running away and always seem to loose.

Not giving myself a chance to forgive so torned by my past and nightmares that’s something i don’t want to relive.

Reliving my sorrow will really in truly affect my tomorrow.

Having GOD  by my side will always turn things around.

With GOD i will hear a gunshot with no sound.

Now tell me God is not real he will never put more on me than i can bear.

But as far as my nightmares go i am willing to overcome my fear in my nightmares.

But GOD i pray that you continue to stay in my life forever and help me to be better.

Bless my child that i carry now.

Make these nightmares go away and for now i pray that today becomes a better day.

Category: Emotional, Life
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  1. Ron says:

    Hey Lynn, this is Ron. I tried to visit you, but I couldn’t find your location, and everytime I called nothing happened. I’m coming back to Charlotte soon, where are you located?

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